would you believe I am glad in a way that there's no stores here selling PM? its not sour grapes
just that the thrill of getting more diminishes (for me at least) the easier i can get them
...and my collection would have been maybe 4 times what i have today (and no chance to trade/sell off locally)
so while i happily read threads like yours....with envy, yet with much gladness...sounds weird?